Our True Nature - Who You Are


You are not the expression that was breathed out of the creator. You are that which the creator arises in, that breathed out this expression that you now find your self flowing through... ...it is so very hard for one to actually realize that one is not what one is flowing through - but only initially, at the beginning stages. Once you begin to realize on a momentary basis then it just keeps on getting more and more obvious of precisely what you are not - energetically so and not mindfully. The mindbody package (that you are flowing through) tends not to get overjoyed about seeing what a limitation it is on the expression of this one that is flowing through it - even though the person (who is often overjoyed to the point of bliss and ecstasy) loves what it is that you truly are that is flowing through it with its clarity. There is a reason for this - not that any reasons or storylines are required to explain away the fact of the actuality of what is currently going on in your case. You have been so very long away from the "first hand knowing" - home - of your true nature that you have forgotten the clarity of what it is that you already and truly are. This you has always been, regardless of your "sin" of the mistaken identity and forgetting of your true self. Everyone pays the price of this "sin" - it is the misery, pain and suffering of trying to be something that is not true of you. It is the "sin" of your father (and mother) which is bequeathed to you and in turn, you bequeath it onto your offspring. The habitual tendencies of you waking up each day and finding your self "encapsulated" in this mindbody package has you believing yourself to be this mindbody. This mindbody is just the physical part (or extension) of the package that has been happening for such a very long time. It was a happening thing way before the physical part of manifestation ever came about and way before you ever volunteered to the entering of a physical body upon this planet. You have been suffering this tendency of trying to be this mindbody package for a very long time. It is completely understandable that you would be caught up in this mistaken identity of who you think you are. It is completely understandable that there would be a real force to this mistaken identity of yours that appears to prevent you from simply snapping out of it in a given moment of you wanting to be really true. Ever since you found your self flowing through this expression that was breathed out of the nothingness of what it is that you truly are, you have incrementally lost more and more sight of the clarity of this nothingness. As more of the manifestation became manifest and you found that this mindbody package that you are flowing through evolved into more of a "substantial" form, you lost more of the clarity and directness of your true freedom - you got more distracted by the wonder of these things that were becoming more manifest. This level of manifestation was a distraction of the beauty and wonder of arising stuff. Suffering of the loss of the clarity of what it is that you already are was not a major reflection at this stage of development. You did not notice it too much. You thought you had a handle on it. You did not see the gradual slipping away - erosion - of the clarity that you used to have of the nothingness that was always and is still true of "that" from which your mindbody package was born from. It all happened quite "naturally." It was precisely the way of itself under the ultimate inherent blueprint of the very intelligence that begat it all - the Christ (Son) of the unmanifest divine (Father). You were not doing anything wrong. In fact, it was all going in the "right" direction. Manifestation was extending further into itself and you were moving into that - via these mindbody packages that were built for this very purpose. In your case, it was your mindbody package that you had got a little distracted by and caught up within the thinking that this was who you are - even before you came to the point of choosing to extend even further out into the physical domain of existence. Pain and suffering did not become of any note until the physical stage of manifestation was ready to be inhabited by physical bodies. That was when the fun began. Those who chose to incarnate into the physical world knew - at the time of their choosing - of the sacrifice they were embarking upon to enter the physical realm of manifestation. It was consciously known that a tremendous sacrifice was being made by each mindbody package. It was known that they were going to have to leave and forget the quality and comfort of the mindbody package that was not physical - that each one was so accustomed to - and now enter into the painful physicality of existence. This was known. You consciously embarked upon this endeavour. You knew that you were entering a very difficult period of transition. You knew that you were going to even forget where you had just come from. The sacrifice of entering the physical was that it gave a much greater uniqueness to the individuated form of the mindbody package than it had before entering the physical. Prior to the physical form - the mindbody - of this same mindbody package that had evolved to where it now was, the package was not capable of the level of "choice" in the unique way that it is so capable of here, upon this planet. More importantly, it was here that the conscious awakening to the nothingness and ChristVoid of the divine was to take place, through the very arisings of the mindbody packages of manifestation. And so you made the transition. So began the beginning of life upon this planet of the human family. What was not known was just how much of a sacrifice it was that was going to be exacted by entering into the physical realm of planet earth. The cost was more than was anticipated. In the same manner that more and more sight was lost on the precision of the clarity of what it is that you truly are as you spiralled on out and into the wonders of manifestation - through this unique mindbody package that continued to become even more solid with the growth and furtherance of manifestation - so too, was there going to be even a greater loss of sight of "that" which is freely standing from and yet flowing through it all. Once physical manifestation was entered into, you no longer had the option to just turn on around and back out from it. You were bound to the physical realm until the lessons were gone through and understood. Until the design and blueprint of manifestation played itself out - as it was intended to from within the bigger picture - you were to go through and grow through the art of learning to be the love that is already true of what it is that is flowing through your mindbody package. As the physical continued in time, with the reincarnation of the mindbody package through its successive mindbodies, more and more was lost of the qualities that you had once exhibited even through your physical mindbody. As this naturally flowered and took place the "running commentary of the mind" took shape - this was when all the fun really and truly began to grow and expand... The mind informancy of the mindbody became ever more increasingly dictatorial of the mindbody with its so called knowings and knowledge. You did not know what pain and suffering was until you began to believe your mind. You were about to "wind" yourself up stupendously with this latest evolution... If you thought you had headaches before this latest unfoldment of trying to be a mind informed mindbody that is not true of you, then you were in for a big surprise. If you thought it could not get worse, you were in for a whole new level of understanding of how much unlove that you could act out with trying to be a someone that was never ever true of you. Pain and suffering was to reach new levels. Physicality was not just a random exercise to stress you out. This evolution of sub-humanity was not a random exercise either. The "being" of human being was yet to unfold and the greatest quickening agent for this process has been pain. To learn the lessons that are so pertinent to your well being (and, as a natural consequence, the well being of this planet) required the pain and suffering of your own creation and persistance. Of this, you have already had plenty - in fact, you have had more than enough. Humanity has given new depths of meaning to being adept in the persistence of pain and suffering. The lessons are of love - of realizing what it is that is flowing through your mindbody package and of you awakening to this "that" and being completely and immediately free of being lost within the mindbody package that you find yourself flowing through. The Christ consciously chose to incarnate onto this planet to speed up the process of humanity's awakening and to leave enough of Himself behind so that all of humanity could speedily recognise and awaken to this "that" which is already true of you right now. Prior to the one and only literal incarnation of the Christ - which came to save all of mankind from the sins of the world - it was only going to be the very rare few who were ever going to break through the forces of resistance that plague and distract anyone from standing up freely in "that" which has always been true of everyone. This has been the lesson all along, of course. It is the song of manifestation, of existence. Learning to be what it is that you truly are while finding your true self flowing through this mindbody package that you are flowing through and already freely standing from. Learning to move from the exactment of the realization of this "that" - instead of mistaking yourself to be this mindbody package that you find yourself flowing through. The blueprint has always been for you to awaken to the Christ that is flowing through your mindbody package. Your physical mindbody is only but a minor aspect of the whole of the mindbody package that it is but the physical representative of. It is not about you ascending into what you think to be the higher aspects of who you think you are. It is about the descension and incarnation of the Christ that is already flowing through your mindbody and which relieves you of being subservient to the dictates of a mind informed mindbody - ever again. The ChristVoid manifesting itself through your mindbody package at its most incarnated point where such uniqueness is playing itself out. It is here where the natural man is born upon this planet. This realization is to show you the precisiveness of this "that" while it flows through its own manifestation through your mindbody. That is its design. You are to learn to move through existence from the already and freely standing point of what it is that you truly are and have always been - while finding yourself flowing through this mindbody package that you are not and have never been. Once realization is established, then love and the heart can begin to manifest itself without obstruction upon this earth. Your choice - to not try and be what you find yourself flowing through - allows for the divine to become manifest into the physical through your mindbody. Consciously. This does not happen through you forgetting or being distracted by who you think you are and unconsciously trying to be what was never true of you. Nor does it strictly occur through the oscillations of those who begin to grow into the oneness of the divine through entering the new classroom scene of spirituality upon this planet. Even though this newer classroom is much better than the previous classroom, it is still fraught with being distracted from what it is that is already true of everyone right now. It creates an unnecessary long and winding road of a journey where you still activate an activity that is only more of the notyou-ness for you to be distracted by in most of your moments. The mindbody package - that you are currently flowing through - is already wired up for realization. The sacrifice of the Christ incarnating itself in the form of the Jesus man, some 2000 years ago, ensured this actuality. Never are you called to have to do anything about becoming ready for your true self. No preparation is required. What is already true of you already is. There is nothing to be done to the mindbody package that you find yourself flowing through. It is already being danced by the intelligence of "that" which happens to be already true of you right now. All you are called to is to the realization of this "that" - moment by glorious moment - which will have you no longer mistaking yourself to be under the guidance and dictatorialship of a mind informed mindbody. That is it. Your belief in who you think you are will not have a bar of this, though. It works with great diligence to distract you from realizing what it is that is already true of you - the one that you cannot ever get away or escape from. Is not this so silly? What it is, that is already true of you, is with you all of the time and you know it not. How absurd. No matter how much you listen to your chattering mind as if it were feeding you "god's truth," what it is that you already are is - and it is completely free (and is freely standing prior) to this arising mindmody package that you have to do nothing about. What it is that you are is already and truly freely standing from what it is flowing through. You are not who you think you are and anything from this motion of who you think you are cannot bring you to what it is that is already true of you. You will have to surrender this activity of spiralling on out and away from what is already right here and flowing (ising) through your very eyes. All that you can "do" - to stand consciously in and as this freedom that the ChristVoid or nothingness is - is to stop trying to be something that is not you. For that you will need to become aware that there is something already going on right now that is before all of the stuff that you otherwise get up to moment by moment throughout the rounds of your daily living. You do not have to do anything about the anger of this mindbody, the sexuality of this mindbody, the unlove of this mindbody. However, you do have to stop trying to be this mindbody package that you are so busily involved in trying to be. For this to be the case you are going to have to do the one thing that who you think you are is going to hate you for doing... and that is to "stop" at and as the emergence of what it is that you already are - the emergence of your true nature - until you are deeply at rest in and as this one. You are to "stop" at and as the "one" that you cannot escape from and is flowing from behind, through and out of the eyes of this mindbody package that you find yourself flowing through. You are to "stop" at and as this one consciously - moment by moment - until this is what is naturally flowering for you moment by moment throughout the rounds of your daily living. Enough of the payment of the pain and suffering that you have had to endure for the evolution of manifestation in bringing about the uniqueness of the individuation of this mindbody of yours that now allows you to simply be finished with trying to be it. It is now more than capable for you to recognise what it is that is flowing through this very mechanism that it designed from within the very first "begetting" of the something that came out of the sheer intelligence of the nothingness of the unmanifest divine - the Father. The Son - the Christ - was what was born and all else spewed forth from this one. No longer do you need to unnecessarily suffer, for the necessary growth of the physical mindbody to withstand the conscious flow of what is flowing through it is complete. No heroic effort is going to free you from turning your back on what is already true of you. Nothing can you do from within the doings that are already a falsification of the spiralling movement that spirals on out and away from what already and energetically is true of you. Be free of this enslavement. Awaken to the isness that is already right here and flowing through your eyes and your choosing to remain in place at and as this one. Enough already. The sacrifice has been paid in full. Everything is in place for you to be the realization of your true self - what it is that you truly are. Energetically so. Now the journey of consciously realizing how great it is that is what is already true of you, as your mindbody package begins to unravel of the dictates of its mind informancy. The greatest of journeys is now upon you, if you are so willing to be truly and completely free. The desire for partial freedom does not have the power to free you. A short time is all that is required for anyone who is truly wishing to be completely free of being led around by the nose by the ugliness of the mind informed mindbody. Go and sit in the company of those who are already living the clarity of what it is that you truly are.
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